A week ago I was so in love. Then the next day it was over. He ended it. A month together. Two weeks after Valentine’s and announcing us as a pair to the world. He ended it. And I’m just left numb and wondering what the hell happened. All I can say is thank god for Milo otherwise I’m not sure I would’ve particularly cared about getting up and about in a morning and probably would’ve just stayed in my room in my pyjamas wallowing.

It’s going to take me a long time to get over this, I think. I was so sure that he was the one and we were endgame. Clearly not.

Still, as I seem to do everytime I want to figure out my feelings as of late, a poem sprang to mind. This is that poem.

A million pieces on the floor

My heart is broken



A million pieces on the floor


And I’m left grieving



About a million questions and more


I’m lost

I’m lonely

I’m feeling lowly

Wondering what went wrong


I’m back again





To find the love where I belong